Note from Mistress T: this is a new addition to my blog. It’s a piece written by a slave who is into orgasm denial. He has decided to serve me/tribute me for my time to help him with his fantasy. He tributes me daily to communicate with him about his progress/feelings, etc. If he slips up & a bit of cum escapes from his penis he has to pay me a fine, as a way to further motivate him to have self control. He often watches my vids while stroking himself, edging himself close to orgasm but stopping before climax. If you’re into or curious about chastity or orgasm control you may find these entries interesting.
Beginning of entry from Slave Self Denial:
Everyone makes New year’s resolutions; mine this year is to not have an orgasm in 2013. This would be very difficult to achieve on my own. I have tried unsuccessfully in the past. I generally have no trouble getting to 7 to 10 days, but then it becomes very difficult (especially if I masturbate to the edge of release). If I make it past 2 weeks without orgasm, then it strangely becomes a bit easier for me, but in the past I have not made it beyond 30 days.
This year (“The Year of Chastity”) I have entered into an agreement with Mistress T. I will tribute her $XX for each day I go without release; and $XXX if I should cum (which does not mean having an orgasm — which would invalidate the whole agreement — but rather dribbling out any white semen if I should masturbate too close to the edge). If I should have an unauthorized orgasm the penalty would be fierce and would consist of ?????????
After years of playing with self-denial I have become very good at knowing when to stop. Of course if I watch porn that really excites me it becomes incredibly frustrating, but the frustration is part of the thrill of orgasm denial for me. I enjoy watching cumshot compilations; I stroke myself while watching a guy’s cock get sucked or fucked and just as he releases his load I remove my hand from my cock and watch my stiff, hard cock throb and bounce with no relief from orgasm and ejaculation. I continue doing this until I can’t take it anymore.
My interest in self-denial and chastity is coupled with an interest in cuckolding. What excites me is the idea that I would be made to watch other men have orgasms and ejaculations but not be able to myself. I would not even be able come in contact with a woman’s naked body other than to lick clean any male cum that might have gotten on her during her time with another man (whether that be licking clean her breasts; sucking the cum out of her pussy; or getting a deep kiss from her while she releases her man’s cum from her mouth into mine).
Today is Day 6 of my training (though my last orgasm was actually on Dec 27, so we are getting into that nasty 7-14 day stretch of insane sexual urges and the need to have an orgasm). My balls feel larger than normal, and I awoke with a raging hard-on.
I have ordered a chastity device and will start wearing it periodically, especially if I feel my self-control slipping away.
As instructed by Mistress T I will periodically update her blog with my progress, frustrations, etc. Follow my progress here: