In what might be considered a Fetish re-learning program I have been experimenting with activities I’ve done for years ‘for work’ in a person relationship.

Mistress T

To be beneath me…

I know a lot of people wonder where the line is between my work & personal life…I can honestly say that it’s complicated & I’m okay with that. The lines are blurred & there’s a lot of cross-over.

Sometimes my personal sexual relationships are just ‘vanilla’. Sometimes they’re unusual or kinky in ways that you don’t see in my vids. I’m about as open-minded sexually as you can get. As my gay grade 8 teacher said: “If it feels good, do it.”

So I’ve recently been enjoying an increasingly steamy relationship with someone exploring his sexuality & have found myself enjoying things that for years have fit more into my ‘job’. I’ll share a couple of recent experiences…

Story #1: Ruined Orgasm.

The main event is always the most amazing & skillful pussy licking I’ve ever had (sorry to anyone reading this who has licked my pussy & is now experiencing a bruised ego…just because you weren’t the best doesn’t mean you weren’t wonderful).

After enjoying a thunderous orgasm with his talented mouth on my pussy I asked him how he would like to cum. I was surprised to hear him say he’d like to try a ruined orgasm. “No problem.” He laid back as I positioned myself between his legs & started stroking his rock hard cock with one hand while manipulating his nipples with the other. I kept him on edge, enjoying the power I always feel with a man’s cock in my hand…as he got closer he pulled himself up so he could kiss me. It was intimate & passionate…the first time I had ever kissed a man who I was about to give a ruined orgasm to…because of this I couldn’t ‘see’ when he started to cum so I could ruin it as I usually do but I ‘felt’ it, with his gasping lips against mine, his cock pulsating in my hand…I quickly pulled my other hand down to cover the tip of his cock to ruin his orgasm…I felt his cum splash against my breast & hand a second before pressing my hand over the top of his cock.

Both hands on his cock & our mouths still together he collapsed back bringing me with him, his cum & our sweat sliding between our naked bodies…still kissing & gasping…me now laying full weight on top of him.

So fucking hot.

Story #2: Anal Play.

I discovered the boy likes to put things in his bum. Frankly, I don’t understand why any man wouldn’t. The prostate is a man’s g-spot. So I told him to bring his bum toy the next time he came over…which he dutifully did. He’s the most wonderful combination of submissive (when it’s hot in the moment) & not submissive (when it would be annoying to be).

After yet another epic orgasm via that magnificent mouth of his (Yes, I always take my pleasure first) I got started on him. Positioned between his legs again but this time with that vibrating toy & lube. He had told me that having his bum played with makes him feel very submissive. I like that.

I teased him sensually…using the vibrator to vibrate my fingers on him. His cock danced and throbbed in my hand as I stroked him lightly with my hand & tongue. I love that feeling of power & control, him squirming beneath me…his look of adoration, true worship…not of the Dominatrix but of ME.

Instead of pushing the toy in I held it in my hand & slid my finger into him gently & moved ever-so-slowly with the vibe pressed against the outside of his entrance. I could have put it in but I wanted to feel him cum, from the inside.

Again, he pushed himself up so he could kiss me & it was about as sensual & romantic as it gets…so intimate to feel him from the inside, to feel his lips against mine begging me to let him cum…so vulnerable & open…in my hands.


So…I’m processing these experiences and others as I continue my sexual exploration. Love my life *smile*.

Mistress T

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9 thoughts on “Exploration

  1. I’ve got to say thank you so much for writing this and being as open as you are. Always never understood the shaming of consentual acts. You are fabulous where it matters most. And totally amazing.

  2. Wow, what a beautiful and erotic stories. Thank you for sharing them with us, you have a wonderful gift for expressing yourself through writing that manages to be both wonderfully sweet and fucking sexy.

  3. first, I must thank you Mistress for sharing this personal experience with us. and I assure you it’s one of the best erotic i ever write. it is hot and feels real (because it is obviously). I loved story #1 and it took my breath away, not just because ruined orgasm is my biggest fetish, but what you have wrote is unbelievably hot! every detail, every word makes it hard to resist until you reach to the point. kissing while ruining his orgasm was epic end.
    i felt i was there and I cried to be there. to live such an experience in my life. that is just beautiful!

    Story #2 touched me also, i don’t know why. maybe because I am anal virgin. but that doesn’t matter, what really matters that you talked about the prefect companion of a lover who is a submissive (when it’s hot) & not submissive (when it would be annoying to be). that’s amazing! I assure you not all of men ca reach that point in their minds.
    also, i Loved that you take your pleasure first! it shows how dominant you are in DNA. 1 you take your pleasure first! 2 you take it by making him lick you! I dont thing there is any man on the earth can think to act like a Master or stud with you. with your hand you pick up men and you left them up and with the same hand you put them back to their place: on your feet.

    also the look in his eyes when your finger was there, you said something important, that his adoration and worshipping was for you not for the dominatrix, i think that’s a huge point we need to stop and think about it. it’s very personal feeling.

    again, you prove you are a genius domme and remarkable lover when you decided to insert your own finger not the toy to “feel his orgasm from inside” that’s crazy hot! it makes it so personal and gives it the intimacy.

    i could write more about this wonderful post 🙂

    finally you know, that is man is the luckiest man to be beneath you!

    • Thank you for your well-thought out comment.
      I appreciate your observations.
      You’re right…he IS lucky to be beneath me:-)

  4. Yes – ditto for me, mistress.

    Some powerful erotic writing there – thank you for sharing…

  5. I’m a little damp just reading about your adventures.
    When I think about you the lines between personal and work sex blur… Not only do I look forward to filming with you again in the future, I’m genuinely attracted to you on many levels.

    Fantastic writing, thank you!

  6. Wow! I envy this fellow more than I can say.
    This is probably the most erotic blog posting you’ve ever made, in part because it’s so open, revealing and honest.
    And for me, it answers the largest question I had about you (or about any dom for that matter): How much of your sexual domination carries over from work into your personal life and how much you want it to.
    So for me the most telling points were:
    1) your appreciation for how submissive he is during sexual activity and non-submissive at other times when you would find it annoying.
    2) how turned on you were to feel him cum from the inside, vulnerable and open in your hands.

    • Regarding this: “And for me, it answers the largest question I had about you (or about any dom for that matter): How much of your sexual domination carries over from work into your personal life and how much you want it to.”
      Every person is unique & on their unique path. I would assume that the answer to this questions would be very different if you asked a dozen different Dommes…also the answer would likely change from year to year…such is life. Sex is more about the chemistry & dynamic between two people…not just what the Domme is into.

      • I’m sure you’re right about the answer being different for each person, and even different at different times. Still, it’s unavoidably a question that comes to mind and having any one answer for anyone person, particularly one as candid and graphic as yours was, is truly valuable. Thanks for posting it.

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