Day 2: cuckolding shoot

Going into the second day of filming with I felt even more confident. I had performed well the first day and the theme for the second shoot was my specialty: cuckolding. I knew that this was a controversial theme for Kink. Although some vocal members were very opposed to it, feeling some elements of cuckolding are too ‘gay’, memberships increased every time they released a new cuckold scene. It’s a complicated fetish that most performers struggle with. It is one of my own personal fetishes and one I’ve explored in depth so I knew I was bringing valuable expertise to the table.

I was paired up with a professional male performer, Wolf Hudson (, who would play the part of the bull. I would be fucking him. I could tell from his twitter feed (!/WolfHudsonIsBad) and from how others spoke about him that he was respected and adored by many. The cuckold was a newer guy, Mike J.

I requested less make up for the second shoot and although it was still much heavier than usual it was closer to my style and I felt more like myself. It’s funny how make-up can feel like a mask.

I met Wolf in the green room. He was friendly and magnanimous. He was also very popular. One girl had even made him a special gift! He lifted me up and carried me down the stairs to set. I wasn’t sure why but it was cute and seemed chivalrous.

The three of us had a chance to get better acquainted before the filming began and the chemistry was fantastic. I really enjoyed the cuckold, who played the role of my husband very well. He endured some very painful & uncomfortable moments. He was a good sport. Madeline & her crew were wonderful as well and the second day had more of a ‘fun’ vibe.

It was my first time working with a professional male performer as a bull. His performance impressed the pants right off of me. His cock was rock hard when it needed to be. He fucked me exactly as I instructed. He came on cue.

Deciding on the cum shot was a bit difficult. Since Wolf and I were using condoms  a ‘cream pie’ was not an option (where the cuckold licks the other mans cum out of my pussy as a humiliating act). Madeline wasn’t keen on having the bull cum on the cuckolds face as that had been done in a recent scene. We settled on Wolf cuming on the chastity key which was on a chain around my neck, then having the cuckold lick it off…which meant it was basically a porn finish: cum all over my tits. I understand that it could be considered a degrading act for the hardcore FemDom critics but alas, we were creating a porn and everyone loves a big cumshot. There’s only so many options! I was laying on top of the cuckold, objectifying him, using him as a mattress, and then the cuckold had to lick the cum off of the chastity key and me…which is pretty humiliating for him. I love to see a man cum and Wolf didn’t disappoint. What a mess! One shot even went in my ear as I turned my head to avoid getting any on my face. You’ll see by my huge smile and laugh during the cum shot that I was VERY amused by it. Kind of a porn blooper.

Immediately after Wolf came he scooped me up off of the cuckold and placed me gently on the bed so I could transition to making the cuckold lick up his cum. That part had not been discussed and I found it very gentlemanly. Funny how sometimes it’s the smallest gestures that leave the biggest impression.

Thus ended my second and last day of filming with There has been discussion about me returning to do more filming in December. I enjoyed the experience of working with new people, seeing how another producer creates their product, learning about as a company, etc. It was every bit as awesome as I expected it to be. I was also an experience staying in the Armory for a week. I love historic buildings and antiques.

A friend of mine flew my handy travel companion & I from San Francisco to LA in his little four seater Cessna plane. That was fun! My next blog entry will cover the LA leg of my journey…

After make-up & wardrobe: redy to shoot for DivineBitches Day 2.

Wolf Hudson (Bull), Mike J (cuckold on floor) & myself on DivineBitches set.

Little Cessna I travelled in from SF to LA